This is my life at the moment. I want it all and I want it NOW! Like a toddler rolling over the floor crying and screaming. Nice image going on there huh? I am a grown up toddler throwing a fit because I want everything now. I want my degree - now; I want an apartment - now; I want new clothes - now; I want new furniture - now; I want a nice job - now; I want money on my account - now. I can go on for quite a while. I do think thing the big difference between me and that toddler on the floor is one, I'm actually calmly sitting on my desk chair typing away listening to one of my favorite bands, and of course I know and understand these things need time and that you have to work for it all. Sadly an apartment won't fall out of the sky for me, as for my degree and job and other stuff I want. And I (begrudgingly) accept that. So therefore let me just clean up the mess I just made in my room (I was baking brownies but it has gone wrong and my oven is now a huge brownie mess... You don't want to know) and type out that motivation letter to a job I need for money. Then tonight watch some movies with a friend of mine, and work work work tomorrow towards that degree I want in order to get that job I want, to get that apartment I want and live the life I want!
And now the song that fits my life from one of my favorite bands ever: QUEEN!
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