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| Taken from google, it was the one that looked the most like what I saw in my dream |
I was in this hotel with a bunch of people I know, but aren't really friends with. You know the kind. Either way I saw my ex there and chatted up with him. I felt very lonely there since no one would talk to me and I really wanted someone to be at my side. I had the idea he was still into me so I decided to get back together. He was happy but he got right back in his selfish and jealous ways, not wanting me to do anything without him, even though he never wanted to join any activities with the group. The next day I chatted up with some people and it was great. I felt again that I made a big mistake taking him back again, so I went to the hotel, got to our room and started packing my stuff to move to a different room. He entered the room and brought with him his parents to tell them the news. Can you say awkward? There I was frozen with almost all my stuff packed. His parents disappeared (it's a dream, mine aren't always that realistic) and he started being very angry. I apologized and explained it was a bad mistake, that I didn't love him and I was lonely and at the time wanted to believe I had feelings for him. He threw me out. I didn't care and just took my stuff and walked in the sand (it was at some beach). There were some cute little apartments or condos and my new-made friends were there, so I joined them and asked if there was a free one there for me. There was and I started unpacking my stuff in the one that was left free. It was pretty big with my own kitchen, bathroom, etc. The only thing was that the air conditioner was on very high and the condo was very cold! I went outside and joined the group for some activities on the beach.
My alarm woke me up, and I felt so guilty that I didn't even felt bad in the dream that I used my ex that badly. Glad it was a dream and not reality! Although the beach was very nice!
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