Sometimes you notice that you seem to have more energy than normal. This time has sort of sneaked up on me the last couple of weeks. I feel alive again which turns out I didn't for a long time. Perhaps it had to do with health issues I thankfully got rid of. Either way everything now is going super fast and I feel on top of it all, much like sitting in the front seat of a train and seeing where you're headed along with everything that passes you. Nothing can hold you back, you are on track and that is the way it will be for quite awhile now. At least I really hope so, but part of me knows so. I love being in control and knowing what will happen next, although with the job hunt I don't know where I'll end up next. Could be anywhere in this world and I sort of like that idea of having the entire world opened up for me. Maybe because I'm slightly claustrophobic and hate the feeling of being stuck somewhere, anywhere. Who knows. Either way I love my life right now, even though it's super busy and I rarely have time off, I'm happy and at peace with myself. Yes I need to hit the gym and lose many pounds, but you can't have everything. I'll hit the gym when I'm done with everything happening right now.
A heavy weight has been lifted.
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